It has been two years since we lost John. During this time I have thought a lot about the past and have tried to figure out why things happen the way they do.
There has been hardship in my family; more than most will ever know. There have been many deaths and tragedies that we all have dealt with. Life was hard and very stressful at times. Everyone deals with stuff like this in their own way. Mom, Dad, Joey, Jackie, John and myself all figured out a way to work through life. This is what I am doing now, figuring out how to move on and look toward the future.
I hope that you are at peace now John. I miss you and wish that you could be here with us.